I have been headachey and have had that 'just sat up after being down for a really long time' vertigoish feeling all day. I hope I am not getting sucked back in to the way I was just after getting out of the ICU. Thaaaaaaat would suck. I don't know what's causing it, but I wonder if it's from not standing. I haven't stiid since I left the 'Hill. I'm 'sposed to get a standframe, Doc wrote me a 'scription for one, I submitted it, but there hasn't been a peep out of San Francisco. ( The Big House where the Decisions are made.) Hopefully I'll hear yeah or neah someday though... Now I'm just kind of in a limbo while the Great Wheels of Government roll ponderousely(SP?) towards oblivion.

I saw some dumbass on the 'tube today bitchin about how he didn't get anything for his pain for 4 hours and "Someone Was Gonna PAY". Apparently he broke his back when barge guy fell asleep or whatever and Ruined that bridge. He looked to be in pretty good shape- sittin' up in bed, talkin, havin a good 'ol time for the camera... Had I been there when he made that comment I would have slapped him- 4 hours without pain pills? I'll trade him any day.

What The Hell is going on in Eastern Kentucky? That's the area where I lost my legs, if you didn't allready know, specificly an as yet unarested weasel from Clay County took 'em. Anyway, if you don't what someone to get elected, don't vote for them. It's not necessary to put THIRTY THREE bullet holes in his vehicle! Jimminy Christmas! Someone did that here every cop in the state would be in town lookin' for the dumbass. Now don't flip out, I'm not sayin' everyone in Clay County specificly, and KY in general is less than they are, but c'mon you guys- You have to quit tolerating that kind of crap.

Re-filled my propane bottle today- it had a leak I guess, so all the propane got to escape back to it's atmospheric home. Anyway, now Ican get back to meltin' stuff- Someday I'll figure out how to make a form and actually cast it into something without killing myself, or getting a nice new suit of aluminum all over me.

Remember back when I claimed I couldn't even get to the mailbox from the house here? Well, I tried it, and I can. It took me an hour and 15 minutes, but I got the mail and made it back uninjured, just a little sore in the 'ol arms. I went straight down through the gravel to the pear tree, acrass the grass to the driveway over by my Huge Pile of Oak, then down to the mailbox. Getting there was kinda easy and prolly only took 15 minutes- it's all down hill. Coming back though... Sigh. I got back to the pear tree, but had to go over by the wellhouse and up a sembelance of a path Dad raked through the gravel for me- it sucks, but I can get up to the garage that way.
There's grass growing up around my Jetta- I pass it every time I take that raked parh... Sigh.

I'mm gonna try to put up a 'For Sale' page here soon which may just have a bunch of free if you ask nicely stuff, an 'email me' page, and the 'application to live with a gimp' is in the Beta stage- You can see it here... You can even fill it out and send it if you wish. If you think I missed something, there's space for comments at the bottom.
I just went and fatfingered in the 'email' page. It's right here

Sometimes I think I can feel a bit more in my legs, I get all excited, try to move them, and nothing happens. THere's a big difference between 'I think I felt that' and "didja see me move that?' I guess. During the dayI have high hopes that someday I'll be able to feel a bit, maybe heat, some cold, a light touch... At night though, as I lie here trying to sleep, that's when I start to wonder if I ever will be able to feel it when I burn the be-jeasus out of myself on a coffee cup. That's all I want to be able to do- just feel. There once was a time when I wanted to walk- that's past now. I rarely think of it anymore, nor do I think about 'where I cant go' too much anymore. I'd imagine I think about walking about as much as you think about flapping your arms and taking flight. Don't laugh- as I lie here waiting for sleep, you'll fly b4 I walk.