By the time I finished, the pain was increasing and I was starting to feel nauscious and possibly a little disreflexic as I was sweating a little... So I took s'more percocet loaded up the snipervan and went to the post office. I intended to go to school after and try, figuring if I spiraled too far I could just leave.
Well, by the time I was done posting things I was sweating like a ..... I was sweating alot and I became afraid something was *wrong*. Plus I was starting to go a little crosseyed and more nauscious by the minute, so I came home.
I wish I could have made it to class, but by the time I got here all I could do was crawl into bed. I forgot to pee, and slept for 8 hours. Luckily I didn't wake in a puddle. A small victory, I guess.

Now it's midnight and I've spent most of the day in bed. I feel a little better, but I'm still hurting way too much. Percocets aren't doing too much and I'm not all that excited about taking any neurontin (see the neurontin = suicide link on the top page) but I took 2 anyway. All I have is my crossbow and I can't imagine trying to shoot myself with it.

It will be hard for tomorrow to be worse, since I only have one class, but I still wonder what the hell happened to make the pain level increase so far. It's not like I slept in a creek-bed or something last night.

So... I guess all I can do is sleep again tonite and hope that whatever it is / was doesn't happen again. I have not felt such pain in quite a while and while I could have worked through it (I'm getting used to being in constant pain you know..) it was the feeling that I might hurl at any moment that sent me to bed. We'll see what happens tomorrow.

I got an email from Jeremey, my swamper a few days ago. He was standing not 3 feet from me when the tree came down.. Shook him up quite a bit. This is the 2nd time I've heard from him since- He came to the house with Tolen shortly after I got home... I'm happy to hear from him tho. Even though we weren't close friends while on the crew, hearing from him has made the last few days a little better.